I guess Taylor once felt what I'm feeling right now.
Taylor Swift-You're not sorry
This song holds alot of meaning for me. Sometimes,I honestly feel like I've lost my way
and everywhere I turn,the door shuts right up in my face. At times I feel like I can be someone better,
not someone else,but a better me. But sometimes life gets me down.It's like a roller-coaster ride.
It's almost like I forgot how to breathe. . .
To you;
I know that every single day,I'm trying my very best to heal and put you&the memories
that are no good to me,in the past and move on in the future.
There are days where I'm reminded of what used to be but I try to just brush it off.
I don't understand alot of things and what I truly dont get is you still somehow manage to
cause a stir in my mind sometimes.
I don't know what's on ur mind and neither do I want to.
I just want out.Forever.Period.
I don't want to get a single text msg from you either.
Even though I must admit,I do miss you sometimes...
Nobody said it was easy,but no one said it could be this hard.
The things you ask from me are beyond do-able
and I really don't wanna hurt anymore.
I guess I really did love you that much,probably
that's one of the reason why it hurts so much.
But,
Lis is right. You're not the same person you were before.
And indeed,you're not the person I once fell for.
Dear Allah,just make me stronger. . .
To them;
We may have spent too much time blaming
each other for the wrongs done in our lives till
we forget to stop and see what we've done
and where all of this hurt & pain has led us.
Sometimes you hardly talk to me when you should
and you turn a deaf ear when I'm trying to speak out.
I try so hard to be what you want me to be but it's taking
all of me. . .
You kept pushing&pushing and you never seem
to understand.
I'm really trying my best and I wished you could see,
I'm just tired of having to spread myself thin just so you'd
get your piece of happiness.
I really don't know what's become of us.
I really wish you could see. . .