Sunday, December 21, 2008
They tell me that I'm outta my mind.
Bonjour Friends...
It's been a while since I've blogged.
Well I was thinking today I might wanna stay in.
Still drained after yesterday's friendly,
with S.I.M and honestly,I find it merepek seh,the whole deal.
Haha cuz probably one I suck big time,VERY RUSTY already Naqq....*
Yea and two,it wasnt made up of my real team mates.
But I think the sad part was that I was being th worst I could ever be and
it was a damn long 6-period game.Pfft man.
Yeap. It's just a frenly anyway but yeah,a good slap for me to buck up already.
Kay enuf abt that yea..People probably don't really wanna hear abt FB from me.
Hhaha...:P
Well,after the match I thot we could finally go out and just chill.
It's been like 3dAYs of disappoint for me and yea...
The start was assy and I know that I was being the way I was
cuz I'm always merepek and stubborn when I'm tired.
Sorry*
So before I went home,we sat on the bike and talked.
P.S I've always njoyed sitting on the bike and chill.
It's very relaxing and calming.Hahah...whatever that means laa ah..
I shan't disclose the contents of our conversation,not entirely that is.
Well,aftr much thinking and talking and aftr reading the tags from my cUZ and lis,
I came to a conclusion.Period.
This is what Naquiah thinks:
1)Yes,its true I suppose that maybe I don't have that much friends.
Wait actually I do have many.Like seriously.But I didnt really maintain a more intimate closer friendship with them.Intimate? haha..that is seriously wrong.
Haha,what I meant is that I didnt chill out with them enough.Maybe not at all.
Dangs*
Resolution:As tired as I may be,must GO AND MAKE TIME FOR ALL FRIENDS !!!
2) Don't object to outings to town.Its not that bad actually laa. Its just the start je yg punyer laa susah nak jalan.
3)Do take note that I'm not the only importance in his life.
Like seriously.Stop making presumptions thats gonna cost me.
Opt for a more mature relationship.Be it.
And the last thing I should be is-selfish.
Yeap...
4)Life with the bf is not all there is. Chill.
(though easier said than done)
They're right...
5)Don't lose yourself to self-thoughts.
It's gonna make you go crazy and it's soo unhealthy.
I've had enough of me being like this.
Any further and I'm gonna lose sight of myself,at the rate that I'm going.
6)Divert the energy and attention to something else,another direction.
Studies!!! School's gonna start kinda soon huh..Man...So fast.
So yeap,must maintain GPA or better!! Final project hello??
7)Though my world feels like its crashing down,just know that
everything will be alright.The rain has to stop pouring one day right?
And the list goes on...*
Correct me if I'm wrong...
I know that just because I wrote all these will not necessarily make everything better in an instant.
I'm still human.There's bound to be slips here and there.
But I'll try yea? It's for my own good,I know.
The first step is always the most difficult one.
And thank you to all who's consistenly there for me.