Monday, December 15, 2008
I want chocolates. Brownies~Cheesecakes.
Jealousy's such a bitch.
There,I've said it.
I know,I know2
Someone just kill me already.
Yes Lis,I've failed once again and I've fallen into
evil hands.
Sometimes I really don't understand myself.
Like come on man.
I thought I could go run today but the area I 'm about to run is kinda
very2 dark so screw that.
That's a killa.Pfft!I'm bored like hell and I just
want to get out and have fun.
Just do something and move my body.
Be active yada yada yada.
But the one best(perhaps) the real reason,
could be me wanting to be free of my thoughts.
Gawd.... Do you have a formula or recipe for
draining negative thoughts out of a human self?
If yes,send it directly to my brain/heart.*
Like fark it man!!! Arghhh....
It's like I'm messing with my own thoughts.
Someone puhlease help me get rid of this misery.
It's so unhealthy I tell you.
And a girl can hate herself for this.
I know whatI really need.
I need to get out more often and spend time
outside.Like fo' real y'all.
Word of advice:
DON'T BE JEALOUS PEOPLE!!!
(of your gf or bf...)
(try not to la kan)
I know,sometimes you can't help it ryte.
Due to certain f circumstances.
aka crap laa ahh... arghh
I know its very ironic but just yea...
Whatever laa ah to me.
Sometimes I'm fine but sometimes
I find that I'm hard to deal with.
Almost impossible to be honest.
Lis,you're a fine judge to that ayy.
Really,this is perhaps due to boredom.
Your mind automatically goes to the next thing that's
on your mind.
Or the constant worries/fears that's one your mind.
It doesn't necessarily be abt jealousy.
It could be about....hmm...
Insecurities? etc etc etc...
Yea,but hey,once the 'phase' is over,
you'll be fine right?
And everything will be okay.
Well,lets hope that is what will happen to me.
Okay,gonna go watch tv la,my next saviour to music.