Saturday, September 20, 2008
So much going on,it gets hard to breathe.
This week has been hectic and downright hellish,kinda.
Something happened to my dearest irritating brother...
Yea...I'm not gonna mention what but its serious...And tonight my mum was angry at him cos he was delaying praying. yaa...He can be irritating sometimes and stubborn. Teen angst-yea,been there,done that. I'm proud to say I've past that phase!
(maybe still have abit2 la ah..hehe)
But ya,back to the story...
My mum said things I feel she shldn't have and that kinda made him mad.
I know I would. I mean give the kid a break. Its hard enough that he had to go thru that but family shldnt like add fire to it..
Just listen& understand...
For once I understand where he's coming from. All that anger and hatred towards the world. Sometimes we just want others(esp our family)to hear us,know how we feel.
That's the only thing that parents tend to neglect nowadays...All they ever know is that oh the child is getting from bad to worst la,this la that la...
Why do u think Floorball is very important to me? Why do u think I don't ever want to let it go? For me,its something which I can count on,something that makes me feel that its not the end of the world...k
I admit that my life is and never was perfect.Far from it...
But I make sure that I have something to fall on...
and now,its him and floorball.
U know,I just feel that the last thing u wanna do is go hard on the kid. Come on,he's only 15 for goodness sake! Sometimes I find it hard myself to talk to him.But I wanna be someone he can talk to.Too bad I didnt have that when I was younger.
I had no one but myself. Well there are friends but sometimes,there's always just you & the cruel world. You'd be lying if u've never experience any misery in life...
Haiz....I dont know what else to say..Just felt like blogging a lil' bit abt this.
Just a word of advise to the peeps out there.If u do have younger siblings,do look out for them yea... Especially when they are in their teens. They may seem like they dont want u to like be in their life,just reassure them.