Monday, September 8, 2008
Just walk with me.
Meet my friend,Empty-Heart.I can't seem to fill this heart with happiness. All these thinking makes me run a fever whenever it gets a lil' too much.It's getting harder & harder to manage this heart. Sometimes my life seems to be spinning outta control.So explain to me how it all became to this.How sometimes life pulls you down like gravity.Tell me how to react from when your world starts to bend and fold.I can't help but feel lonely,like inside,like I have no one in this world.There's family and friends but they seem so distance.It's like I dont have anything to fall on.
I guess its the worst when u pray with tears in your eyes.
You know what's the worst feeling in this world? Its feeling empty and hurt,all at the same time.I wish I can like lose all connections with the world and be somewhere,alone where nothing means anything where your heart can't break.I know in real life,your heart needs to break and feel the pain.That's human.But I just don't wanna hurt right now.I don't wanna hurt and feel like I have no one in this world.Even the safest place feels so cold.
"Take it back before it all went wrong..."
Unfamiliar stares wherever you go.No air to breathe,no place and no one to run to...
I screamed from the top of my lungs but no one can hear a single faint cry.I can't believe I'm here once again.Where do I go now...