Thursday, November 15, 2007
Abandon Innocent
Mood:Sick/Recovering(?)Heart Check:Almost Unmendable.I think I'm losing my grip and with this unforseen circumstances,I'll never get better.These pending things are starting to get heavier and heavier by the minute.Funny thing is that,as sick as I may be,my appetite stays the same.One minute I couldnt breathe and the next minute,I'm feeling slightly better.Its been 2 days already since I came to sch..I really miss sch..I really do..there's my pending project and its due tmrw..damn.And I'm STILL stuck wit my Circuit Design.My words just seem to fall on deaf ears.Every time I gave up,I still get up the next morning and continue tomorrow like I've never been hurt.My body seems to function on autopilot these days.As I sat quietly in my room,my mind replays everything u say.At times I just froze while the whole world continues spinning without a care in the world.Wish I culd be like that,living life without a care in the world.Is pain really better than feeling nothing at all?