Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Ugh! I cant stand it...why is so difficult?? Gosh! No matter how hard I try to xplain,he juz dont get it..how will we EVER pull through..I thot I've got everything figured out once I made that final decision..but...
Will we end up being just friends like she say? Its breakin' me down..Can anybody out there hear me,coz I cant seem to hear myself..I keep losin' my way...He has NO CLUE at all..in his mind,everything's fine and nothing's wrong,at all..guys can be so dumb at times..seriously,and I'm sure u agree,at least to a certain xtent..it's lyke wen u tell 'em how u feel,they'll like say nothing..and pretend as if nothing had happened..whatthehell sia..I'm rackin' my brains to find the simplest solution to this but to no avail..shld I carry on and maybe try to xplain to him..one day..but will I ever be strong enuf to say how I really feel inside and bare this fragile soul of mine?
Sampai bila harus aku begini...
Tak sanggup menanggung derita di kalbuku sekali lagi...
I hope things will work out someday..Maybe its just me..izzit??
it's messed'up alright.
Gosh!
Bila mungkin ada luka coba tersenyumlah
Bila mungkin ada tawa coba bersabarlah
Kerana air mata tak abadi
Akan hilang dan berganti...
Bila mungkin hidup hampa dirasa
Mungkinkan hati rindukan Dia
Kerana hanya denganNya hati tenang
Damai jiwa dan raga.
Airmataku akan kering semula.
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