Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Sometimes,more than once.
Will you stick wit me through whatever..?How's life..? It just occurred to me that rainy days will be better and that everyone feels down every once in a while..it's nothing to be ashamed of and of course no one goes around telling others that they've been hurt..they just don't show it..Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on,everyone needs someone who would listen to their problems..Someone whom u can share your pain and your happiness with..I have a confession to make.I don't know why but sometimes I feel like I'm the most evil person in the world.I push the people who care about me away,thinkin' that it would solve my problems.I feel soo lost sometimes and everywhere I turn,I cant seem to find an answer..I can be so selfish at times,and most of the times,I don't even realize it.I take people for granted and I just don't understand why I'm like that..that's how I really feel.{I'm a train-wreck in the morning.I'm a bitch in the afternoon.}+ Every now & then without warning,I can be really mean towards you +"I'm a puzzle,yes indeed.Ever complex in every way.." Do I deserve anything when good things come my way..? I cant help but feel this way.I'm already torn.I choke on my own tears and I always question my existant in this world.All the pieces aren't even in the box....I don't know why you love me,thats why I love you.You catch me when I fall.Accept me,flaws&all.And thats why I love you.*