Greetings..! today is super duper hilarious and I'm the center of the joke(including Rachel actually..!) haha..kay,so our school had this performance thingy at the auditorium after lunch so I was asked by my class advisor to help out/volunteer in the Music&Dance department..So I did..he said that we needed to put on make-up and do simple poses so I was like"wth,why nt.." so we did..and guess what..? REWIND BACK<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< in the canteen while taking a break right,I saw this familiar woman's face and she's one of those chinese opera ppl and I thought to myself "God,let it nt be true for I think that I have to be part of the opera troupe doing things" and the opposite of my prayers came true..!!!! FORWARD>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Yaa..so thats what happen and so she taught us a few lines of mandarin to memorise(opera style) and so we did..she helped put the make-up,opera-style too and after that,we just had to wait for the rest of the troupe to perform and all..honestly,at that point of time,I still didnt know what was expected of me..serious..but the funny thing is that I wasn't scared,nt like always and I was somehow relaxed..whereas Rachel was haif panic half dying..haha..and she kept practising her line which is " haha ha ha haa.." but bear in mind,OPERA-STYLE..wit the pitches and all..mine was "an lin choong" something like that..translation:my name is lin choong..ya..haha...like that..crazy sia..EASIER SAID THAN DONE..with the mic at ur mouth in front of the whole auditorium...!!! I wanted to die..I couldnt wear my specs and my eye-sight was disabled for a moment by the spotlights..I only had my sense of hearing wit me and I certainly heard laughters and applause only..arghh..that was an experience..hehe..I'll post the pics when I get it..u shld see them man..bt guess what..? I had the guts to do it..I didnt really feel damn stoopid or anthing..just that it was funny..but I've changed,at least better than last time..probably coz I dont know every one..its done and I'm proud of myself..serious..its the first step to a new life,a new me..I'm nt looking back no more..